| i'm feeling kind of free today
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| it was nice while it lasted. too bad it didn't last a little longer. (*crossing my fingers*) |
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| when you start to doubt everything everyone once said to you.
when you begin thinking of the unthinkable, doing the unimaginable.
when you know you're doing something wrong but it doesn't feel wrong.
if your hope feels like it's fading away.
if your faith feels like it's fading away.
when you have high expectations but nothing happens.
when you feel like such a selfish, self-obsessed bitch because they didn't happen.
when everyone around you is getting so much more but you're not getting it.
when you don't know where he's going to be in a month.
when you don't know where YOU'RE going to be in a month.
when you don't know what the hell he's doing or why he's doing it.
when he says, "bye beautiful."
and you don't know if he's serious or not.
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| I think I won a $5000 scholarship today
from the Art Institute
for my photography.
But I'm waiting for the moment
where I look at the name on the e-mail
and the teacher reads it aloud
and says
"Oops, I made a mistake.
It doesn't say Nora;
It says ______.
That's not you, is it?
No scholarship for you, I guess..."
Or
"Well, they decided to give it to someone else. Someone more...American than you. No no no, I don't mean your religion, I mean your status. You totally have the wrong VISA for these scholarships, and you probably won't even be able to attend college with that. I'm afraid we're going to have to take back the scholarship and give it to a Real American."
Or
(My Dad) "Nora, it doesn't matter if you got that scholarship or if you were the smartest person in the world and you had the best academics and blahblahblah because the American Government has finally decided that they are sick of us, so they will kick is out all the way back to Yemen, where you will quit high school (you have no choice, do you?) because you don't know Arabic worth shit. Then, you will have to wait in Yemen for THREE plus years until they will finally allow you back in the States; they will probably give you a Student VISA, making you an International student, and they will make you pay triple the amount the pothead that sat next to you in Algebra class is paying." |
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| eversosweet nora: what about the perfect match book
eversosweet nora: did you start that?
smileandlaugh22: umm no i didnt is it really good?
eversosweet nora: uh, its better than sleeping with beauty
eversosweet nora: it includes kids and baby sitters and hot police officers
smileandlaugh22: hot damn!
smileandlaugh22: yeah ok ill read it.
smileandlaugh22: i gues since your like begging me to read it!
eversosweet nora: HEY; if you don't want to read about hot police officers falling in love with the babysitter who walks into his house while he's still naked from a shower because she wants her dog back
eversosweet nora: *breathes*
eversosweet nora: than thats your fault |
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